I'm so cold, and still recovering from getting hit in the leg twice and once in the hooters by a soccer ball, and it felt like ice cutting me, ouch. DUDE! Guess what happened? Well last wee on Thursday a kid in 9th grade had a hitlist, not with him but he admitted to having one. This kid got arrested and suspended for 10 days. Alright, if you had a list of people you want to kill, and you have weapons at home, why would you want the kid coming back to school? Guess what? This is all around the time out "surpize" lockdown was occuring, thank God he got caught before it. Oh yea, his hitlist contained 10 peoples names, and he wanted to kill them because he "didn't like them". I guess that's what small town people do. Alaura is coming back tomorrow, WOO HOO, I wonder if we're going to the movies like she said, I don't know, but I highly doubt it. Haha, in health it was our last class and Mr. Bailey talked to us about birth control and methods of it, hahahaha. He had like this brief case and opened it, and behind like plastic displays there was a syrvix cap, condom, female condom, diaphram, and a little thing showing how to become sterile. Towards the end of class Philip goes and looks at it and says "it doesn't even look real, more like the color of skin". Mr. Bailey was like "well I'm sorry it isn't pretty pink or glow in the dark". Out of no where Philip goes "STAR WARS!", Mr's Bailey was like "oh I'm assuming that's your weapon". Fun times. In SS I'm getting a 77 which is a C+, I'm just hoping I get ATLEAST a B- in Math so I can make honor roll, I'm praying to God I get honor roll or I will literally cry, I've never not made honor roll before, if I don't this time, next time I deff am. Oh, I failed to tell you that me and Steven are friends again due to health class yesterday. He was in my group for making the cupcakes that may i add were gross and under cooked. Grrr, I'm talking to Emily and she said she never came and talked to me because she didn't think I cared. WHY THE HELL DOES EVERYONE THINK I DON'T CARE!? It just pisses me off. Whatever, bye.

I failed to tell you all that I did about a two and a quarter miles with my sister after school yesterday. We walked the other three forths making in 3 damn miles, down Elk Forset, I never felt so sore. Then waking up today, I like couldn't move it hurt blah. Well, nothing special today, nope no Seth once again. I'm begining to think him coming back this week was all a myth. Wehn you care about a person a lot, you'd believe anything you hear. Jesus, it's so weird, I don't even know this kid that well. I know his name is Seth Freeman, he's funny and cute, and nice, nothing about his backround, and he still means a lot. I feel like a hypocrite. I really would want to get to know him, but he seems like the rest of the people I hang with, no one knows anything about the other. Bullshit eh? Anways, during the end of health, we had a pre secure statue [lock down] drill for like 20min. We'd all be dead in my class, George and Steven wouldn't shut up, I coughed like 2 times, not on purpose. Oh yea, we watched a movie in that class about not having sex, and in the begining a song was starting to play. Mr. Baily was like "does anyone know the name of this song?", I had an idea, then Jessica goes, "but we don't listen to this stuff." Well guys what? I shouted Addicted to Love-Rob Palmer, except I didn't know it was by Rob Palmer, he has a hot wife I just knew in the video he had them 4 chicks who looked alike. Damn I know my oldies BITCH! Uhh, nothing else happened, in english we read "A Tell-Tale Heart" by Edgar Allen Poe. It as actually an awesome short story how at the end the guilt built up and he revealed under the floorboard the dead corpse with no arms, head, or legs and the beating heart. Ugh it was just great lol. There is only like what, 13 days til' spring break, oh yea nigga. My mom and sister saw The Passion of the Christ today, they both cried, dammit, I wanna see it! Soccer blowed, me begining sore already, then running my ass off again!? Chelsea is a better goalie then me, I will say that anyone is better then me anyways, I will prolly do field shit on Saturday, fun. I'm out, always hopeing I'll see him tomorrow

You can dance, you can jive, having the time of your life. [ohh] See that girl, watch that sceen, digging the dancing queen. Old burned cds are the shit even if there is pop on em, I love every kinda music, except jazz, ugh. Seth didn't come back today either, I bet this is getting annoying to those of you who read this, me documenting the days he hasn't came back. I'm begining to think he's not coming back, once I say that I still haven't lost hope because well I always say I haven when I haven't, I'm really pathetic. In math we got to finish our math tests, I'm pretty sure I did good on this one. If I don't atleast get a B+, I'm screwed. I have like a 75 in there and I HAVE to bring it up now, soon. As for SS I know no matter what I do I'm getting a C in there because that's how the cookie crumbles. We got our quizes back from Friday, what did I get you ask? A big ass F on the paper, ok not really that big. Alaura and me got the samething, -12, 60%, what can we say, great minds think alike. We didn't get the samething wrong though, that woulda been just freaky. During lunch we mostly talked about old tv shows and how we were when we were younger which brought me and Alaura to the whole my brother pantsed her and she had Lion King underwear on hahaha. Jenny was just cracking up to the fact that she couldn't picture Alaura flat hahaha. Me and Alaura go back to the flat as a board stages of life. I don't think I'm gonna see her squirt tonight because I don't wanna, just wear lots of good smelling shiz tomorrow, and shave my legs in the morning :). Would you think of me as weird if I said Anthoney Fahr was cute? Well of course you already knew I was weird. I mean I always thought he was cute since 6th grade when we would talk a lot then. Now I seen to become more fond of that feeling. All I can say is I hope he grows a couple inches over the summer. Damn I can't wait til this school year is over, I'm so eeger to go to highschool. I highly doubt I will be friends with Jenny and Josh in highschool coz they will consider me a jock and not like me. Oh well. I'm gonna go and think about shit. Oh yea, 8 days until spring break

Ugh you ass fuck, I wrote a whole fucking entry and it got screwed, I HATE YOU BLOGDRIVE. To make it short, gym class was great. The cheerleaders did the cha cha slide and we threw volleyballs at them, also they are white and can't get as low as black at heart Ashley lol. Seth hasn't come back and thankfully Mike wasn't here. I GOT A B- ON MY UNIT ASSESSMENT, but it really didn't bring up my grade though, grr. Oh yea, Tory and me aren't friends because well, we just aren't. I don't even know why she's mad at me when she doesn't even know why we aren't friends, she just thinks I don't because I'm a hateful bitch and I don't care about anything what so ever, oh yea me in a nutshell right?

Well no that's not even close to what it is, I don't even hate her at all. We haven't talked in like the past month because we have nothing in common, nothing to talk about. Also, neither of us really made an effort to become better friends. Whatever, it doesn't matter to me, what's done is done, maybe we will be friends again, but who knows. This Friday Cydnee and Sam are riding the bus home with Michelle, I don't mind Cyd coz she's ghetto, but Sam is just a dumbass blonde hahahaah. I can't wait for this school year to be over, I really can't wait! I'm even having second thoughts about going to my grandma's this summer, I don't know.

Guess where I am ya'll? Good old Monica's place in hickery dickery-ville, yea I'm sleeping over. So far we've been to the Beach House. DUDE, that hot kid Aaron works there, Alaura told me about him and he's seriously hot. Anyways we also watched "Fast Times in Ridgemont High" best throatjobs scene ever! haha but with a carrot! Mike and Spicolli are really hot, so is Brad. "What am I supposed to say take your clothes off and jump on me?" GOOD TIMES! Well i don't really know what else to write. YA'LL COME BACK NOW YA HEAR?